03.25
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03.47
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Wake up
Here I go
Cram it all down my throat
Stomach's so full
That I wish I could choke
7 A.M. my head's
Already in a spin
As soon as I'm out that door
Bam
It hits me like a ton of those red bricks
Can't dig myself out of this
Highest ditch
This madness
I swear sometimes
I can't tell which way is up
Which way is down
It's all up in my face
Need to push it away
Somebody push it away
So all that I can hear
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
Mid day
Sun beatin' on the concrete
Burnin' up my feet
Too many cars on the street
The noise
The red
The green
Makes me wanna scream
It's 5 o'clock
Now it's bumper on bumper on bumper
Horn's honkin'
Nobody's lookin' but everybody's talkin'
Just another day
On this highway
I swear sometimes
I can't tell which way is up
Which way is down
It's all up in my face
Need to push it away
Somebody push it away
'cause all I wanna hear
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
Hey
Sing along now
(la la la la la la la la la )
Sing along
(la la la la la la la la la)
What I'd give
To turn it off
And make it stop
Make it stop
You gotta make it stop
So all that I can hear
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
that's what i'm feeling right now
this song pictures it so well..
02.38
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what if you love someone that forbidden for you to loved?
what if you can't find any reason why you loved him so much?
what if you're the best thing he ever had, but you can't keep your relationship goin on, just because it dangers you and him?
what if your only choices is to leave him?
hmm.. kika mulai bermellow-mellow ria..
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02.27
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What did I eat this morning? Cuma setangkup roti, sama segelas susu. That's my daily breakfast, FYI.
Pas lagi pelajaran olahraga, gue liat Benta lagi makan roti cokelat-keju yang keliatannya hmm-so-yummy. Jadi deh gue minta Benta rotinya sedikit. Ndak taunya malah dikasi semua, dia bilang udah kenyang, padahal masih banyak banget.
So I started to eat. And yeah, nothing gone wrong at first. But at the computer's class... OH MY LIPS! What happened to my lips?? Jadi merah banget, terus ada bintik-bintiknya gitu. Damn, IT'S SO HOT! Lalu gue berlari ke temen gue (temen?), namanya Nur tapi pengennya dipanggil Ra (what the f**k?), sok pinter, sok asik, blablabla.. Tapi ya terpaksa gue nyari dia, dia anak PMR yang posisinya lagi ada di sekitar gue. Aaaanddd...
me : punya c.t.m ngga Nur (i won't call her with the name she wanna be called! puh)?
her : ngga.
me : i mean, di uks ada ngga?
her : ngga ada.
OMG, she didn't even looked at my face! Najooooong..
So I spent the last hours of school with that itchy feeling :(
When the school's over, it was sunny. Soo sunny and hot! I really wanted to go home but i didn't thing i could stand for the heat and sunlight. Jadi deh gue ngobrol-ngobrol di kelas sama temen-temen gue sampe gue berasa langit mendung, cabut dah! Sialnya, mendung cuma sebentar.. Tuhan, hari ini Jakarta panas banget. Kangen langit mendung.. Huhu.
It's about 30 minutes trip from my school to my home. When I reach I home, I looked for my pills hurriedly. Ketemu deh di kotak obat (akhirnya!). I really hate to take pills actually, but I got to. Khusus c.t.m ini, gue kayak addict gitu. Waktu pertama kali gue minum, tidur jadi nyenyak banget. Sampe-sampe pernah gue dua kali minum padahal lagi ngga kenapa-kenapa. Ketawan nyokap terus dilarang deh :p
Hm.. I still feel that itchy feeling a little bit. I hope it will be better soon
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